e x h a u s t e d

I don't think I have done much today but i feel so exhausted right now. And it's not even 7 yet. I cannot imagine how I lasted for 12-14 hours a day in my previous job. I have 2 working days left to clear as much work as I can so that I can go for my 'vacation' in as much peace possible without worrying about my dear boss cursing :p

It's so difficult to concentrate with my mind keep wandering off to my 'vacation' next week.

I would like to salute people who are really ill and are still able and insist to report to work. I had a classmate who had leukaemia and he insisted on coming to school everyday and he always gets flying grades - much better than any of us. He continued to earn excellent grades in STPM but didn't live long enough to step into the University. I salute you my dear friend....you could have just quit and go do something more fun but you insisted on living life the same way as everyone of us did. Now..I am kicking myself..cos I can't even remember your full name..i can only remember your nickname 'kai chai'. It's been more than 10 years now..I wonder where you are now...

Anyway...I had plans to go to the salon today (so that I can look good on the operation table!)...but I am too tired now. Will go tomorrow la. See..I am not even officially ill yet....and I am behaving this way. It's so easy to fall into the 'feel sorry for myself state'. Just gotta keep picking myself up!